And I'm expecting to have lost weight at the end of the holidays. I've been very actively doing things to improve the state of myself. I've been working out with weights. I'm back to yoga. I'm back to tracking and planning everything I eat. Mr. T. is giving me weekly one-on-one sessions to get my eating in check, and I'm seeing a counselor to get my head screwed on straight about all the other stuff, which has been a very eye-opening experience. I've been making cookies and not eating them, nor the batter from which they came! WHO AM I?I feel pretty good right now. None of the stuff I am doing is easy or effortless. It's hard. But I think being overweight and being unhappy when I look at myself in the mirror or see pictures of myself is more difficult. Just my thought. And honestly, I feel *great* right now.
Life is overwhelming and wonderful. It's almost Christmas, I have such a wonderful husband and sweet doggy, excellent friends, a family who loves me, good health and a nice warm house. I am blessed and so thankful. There are no words.
